Being my own person.

Some of you might know about my recent trip to the hospital...Ive been deathly sick for the past 2 weeks...It started with a sore throat and it escalated to something far worse. I am terrified of hospitals and doctors so I tried everything to cure it on my own. That throat spray Choroceptyl... is good for nothing...fishermens friends are medium but its all mental cause you think you are fine for a second then it hurts again...cough medecin, I dont even believe in anymore.. Vicks..is vicks...warm on your chest while you emphasize how sick you are because you smell like a mint and its burning your nose... Throat tea is terrible.. and Buckleys commercials need to off the air because its not only terrible and taste bad but its the worst taste next to oregano oil..who leaves you burping up every type of discusting herb ever made....You can imagine the frustrations I went through waking up every hour of the morning with a cough, headache, pain & swollen tonsils.. ( HENCE why I havent been blogging)

I thought I was dying...I started experiencing pressure in my head because it now became a sinus infection.. sometimes I would feel air bubbles in my head ( dont need smart remarks..)  I decided to go to my friends baby shower and troop it out BUT I had trouble swallowing AND my left tonsil started drooping :s The next morning.. I woke up.. looked at my throat and KNEW the doctor would be SO mad at me for leaving it this long.. I was 87% sure I needed surgery to remove my tonsils cause the one was in bad shape... I packed a small overnight bag w the necessities and called my gf April who is old faithful and knew how serious my sickness was. I had her look at my throat probably 8 times in the car ( she later revealed to me.. she wasnt paying attention) So I sign into emerge ( my worst fear) put on the red bracelet and tell them I have a mix between 4 different things... The wait was about 2 hrs...welcome to Canada... April took the light thing in the emergency room and finally took a good look at my throat BUT thats when the doctor came in laughing...

My doctor was a dear soul...BUT I think he was working nights and was really tired cause not only was I for sure he was going to admit me ( I indirectly told April to get a babysitter cause she was spending the night at the hospital w me) ... He checked me out and told me I have a small viral infection going around and I didnt even need antibiotics. You can JUST imagine the embarassement I felt...packed a small overnight bag, told Jamie I was dying...had my mom worried sick texting me.. but I didnt even need ANTIBIOTICS... so this really reinforced the disease I have :

 I am a hypochondriac ( a disorder characterized by a preoccupation with body functions and the interpretation of normal body sensations or minor abnormalities (such as minor aches and pains) as portending problems of MAJOR medical moment. Reassurance by physicians and others only serves to increase the hypochondriac's persistent anxiety about their health)    MedicineNet.com

Its a sad disease. I am also paranoid due to shows like the First 48 and Cold cases. ...I wish I could change it, i`ve tried... but Im my own person and I feel like that is what defines me.. A hypochondriac paranoid freak. Luckyyy guy Jame.

Those who are on Team Danielle.. who believe in my sickness and think I need a second look.. my update is as followed: I am taking it day by day..I feel much better.. but I still think there is something wrong with my tonsils and I believe surgery is in my near future.. thanks for all of you kind words...Im just being my own person
 xoxo